Whenever I want to avoid something I completely ignore it as if it’ll just go away, but it doesn’t. I don’t even know why I bother trying to avoid it. Sometimes I make excuses, other times I occupy myself with other things just to pass the time to get my mind off of it. If it’s mentioned somewhere, I’ll find a way to change the subject. It all comes back anyways. I just don’t want to face it unless it’s time to or it’s ultimately necessary.